Unbearable Pain: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense sensation erupted behind my one eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I left a colleague with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches returned repeatedly that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the most severe, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically start with intense pain behind one eye that persists up to three hours.

Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists the episodic form, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number dropped to 4% when they were pain-free.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like several triggers, made things worse. After having sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Understanding finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist neurology center.

Nevertheless, the failure to organize life around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Ancient healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some observers would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the initial detailed account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and vanishing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache societies in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major artery which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the condition note this.

In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.

Despite such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent four surgeries before finally being diagnosed in recently, after a doctor looked up his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

A charity trustee, 78, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She thinks the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.

Official guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Short bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with acute therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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Geoffrey Pierce
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